Not Myself

Oh goodness, I haven't been feeling like myself for the past 3 days and it's exhausting. I ended up coming home after Sacrament Meeting on Sunday because I felt like I couldn't function properly. I felt tired, anti-social, cloudy-headed and like an all-around mess. I spent the entire rest of the day in bed reading/sleeping until 9:00 when I officially went to bed for the night.

I somehow muddled through work yesterday, but felt impatient, cloudy-headed, anti-social and a bit panicked at the thought of having to do my job day after day after day for another school year and beyond. I came home from work, did some laundry and vacuuming (I thought I was restoring order and would feel better), then spent the rest of the evening reading in bed until I officially went to bed at 8:30! I had a headache and the weather had been rainy (which usually hurts my head) but still this is not normal.

I woke up at 5:30am and still had my headache, so I texted my boss, took some medicine and slept until 11:00!! What is up with the universe? I can't figure out if I'm severely depressed (though I've been taking my meds), am just in a funk, am hormonal, or what. Surely this can't continue. Aargh!