So Here's The Thing

As euphoric as I am to be reconnected to email, blogging and the outside world through the laptop, I'm still not feeling great and am still lacking the desire to do much (this makes for riveting blogging).

I had my 2nd IV treatment yesterday, which I assume went well because I didn't experience any pain or sickness as a result. Though I did have some serious anxiety and antsyness at book club last night and felt extremely tired today at school. I feel like I literally pray myself through every day since this started (even more than I used to already) and seriously feel like I'm taking everything I have to do one step at a time until I get through it.

I was so tired during the first two classes at school today that I didn't know if I'd be able to make it through the last two classes. I ended up lying down in the back seat of my car for 15 minutes of my lunch break (thank heaven today was my early lunch day!) so I could be horizontal for a little while and regroup.

I fully expect to feel fantastic some day soon and then perhaps my sense of humor and desire to do more than the bare minimum will return, because this really sucks. It's very disconcerting not to feel like myself. Serenity now.

**What are you reading?
What do you wish you didn't have to do?
Is your sense of humor in tact?**

Comment Window Tidbit: It's very weird not to want to do anything.